i went berserk today.i still think i had a gd reason. yes, i do realise i've a huge character flaw,i impose my will on pple,i expect them to do this do that, the way I feel things shld be. i hate it,absolutely hate it when things dont go my way. whatever it is, i'm exhausted.


i love sam. NOONE can touch sam without ruffling my fury. he's a real gd friend, a little boy that i can trust my life with. and today's probably the last day i'm gonna spend with him, all the tears and joy and stoning that i've spent with him.


byebye baby, annabelle will alws love u... xoxo, (gd friends)

i'm disappointed with the world today, the basic concepts that it seem to exist upon. what happened? and yeah, the new face thingy, i've no fucking idea why they made me sound like i'm damn depressed over my r/s, pls... i like being asexual.

3 essays were what we were supposed to write. all tog, over 1000 plus words, but yet they took out one small part, improvised on it. yes, i understand it was to make me more humane.

yes, i had 3 failed r/s, and i do set more rules now for men. but tt doesnt mean i was treated badly, we were just incompatible. what happened to all the matured things i wrote out??? and they set the topics for us, clubbing, family and r/s.