i'm so sad.my dad doesnt trust me, although he lets me do whatever i want in s'pore, but he doesnt let me do whatever i want overseas, i feel controlled and suffocated...
anyway, i tried to help fredrick, sent msges to girls in my friendster and called some.hope he can get the girls, and everything will be fine. argh, i hope my friends dont think that i'm some kind of mamasan or smtg.
so, will talk to him on monday when he comes back from shanghai, but he doesnt seem too pleased abt it on the phone, he thinks i'm stupid and naive. anyways, me and cheryl alr decided to apologise to the guard.yup... we calmed and realised we were in the wrong too. hmmm... i really wanna go with cheryl, cai xia, val and yeah forgot who else i called. it'll be so fun... the girlies tog, and we can celebrate cheryl's birthday too. the girls dunwan to go without me. and i feel awful that i most liekly will not be able to go becos my dad doesnt trust me.
sigh...