just finished reading a bk, yup, seems like i've been reading quite abit recently... moved on from fantasy to family drama... this book abt lost boys... pretty intriguing.. and very sad as well, depends on how u look at it. it's abt this sweet little 8 yr old kid who seemed to be lying at sch and at home when he nv did in the past, he was bullied in the cruelest manner. his family didnt believe him and believed him to be crazy... and he died to bring his "friends" home.

hmmm, yeah... just so u know. haha. :)

sam rescued my blog for me... what a sweet heart.. so tsk tsk to the anonymous "sam" chick. dont be mena to him and stop being silly. he's a wonderful person. and i love him to bits.

hi babies

ke su and vyasa lovely ann, ripped off her friendster, just thought she looked adorable.

not being able to sleep is the worst feeling in life. argh...
help, sigh...

was halloween party time yst, i didnt dress up, yet i was egging my fellow friends on, giving them the costume shop address and shit. i had dinner with fabien at al dente. then he dropped me off at zouk to hang with the guys, vyasa looked suave and dashign without the mask of course, and ann the sweet heart, looked absolutely adorable, cute, amazingly sexy in her devils outfit. haha. kelvin the prat went as a shakespearean poet, probly thought it suited his intelligence, waha. muah... ke su, went as a magician, complete with the tall hat and evrything. liek he's not tall enough. joseph, bless him went as robin hood, though i though he looked better as robin, haha, but guess he didnt wanna be a side kick. tim and martin went as grim reapers. i was called a party pooper, a spoil sport, not being bothered to dress up, blahs. hmmm. love love anyway.
i cant wait all ym cheques to come, i wanna shop until i drop, or at least get rid of all the boredom i've been feeling. sigh... i'm in a void man...
i cant eb bothered to go to sch anymore. i'm so ashamed of myself...
"ANN ARH, GET A DEGREE FIRST! stop doing all ur stupid things" yesyes, i heard this a thousand times before. i just cant help sleepign and sleeping when i've got sch, and i cant seem to sleep when i'm suppsoed to sleep. sch sucks. really. but when i think abt the workign life, i shudder, cos i cant see, although i talk, but i really cant see, and i envy those tt can.
urgh, just one of those phases... phase out phase out. soon, pls. sigh. what a torture.

thumbs up for arena, new guys mag coming to s'pore, went to the launch of the mag at the icon showroom, there was the fashion show by daniel boey, which of cos hot models, i can recognise most of the guys from the new face finals. the mag looked gd, male models as hot as the ones from folio. yup. dunno much abt bloke mags, but this one certainly looked better than fhm and maxim.

thomson pple were playing dota, i went down to dempsey, DONT LIKE THE BACK INDOORS... and evans road prata sucks to the max, i cnat believe kelvin refused to pay the 2.60, i went back there like 15 mins b4 we were supposed to meet at cine, thinking they were still there, and so i ended up paying!!! for him. luckily he came down to pick me up, cos it was his fault for not informing me they left. ARGH!!!

watched doa, hmmm, chicks, buns and muscles. ok lah, not tt fantastic. the butts and legs were nice though. i like christie the most, but she just wasnt toned enough, infact she looked pretty flabby, next to the rest. think i can recall a tummy when she first started out in the showbiz...

too tired to join them for supper, even though i'm kinda hungry. anyway there's fried rice at home, and i love fried rice, haha. didnt lose out...

sch and drinks at v's place tmr.. seem to be a ritual now... and i do dig the sweet alcohol at his place, well i knew there was port, dessert wine, but i found out from his mum tt there's dessert alcohol. yummy, cant stand port though, think it sucks.

qns: what's worse than a bored girl?

ans: an angsty bored girl.

qns: what neutralises a angsty bored girl?

ans: a lazy bored angsty girl.

hmmm, luckily,i'm bored, and angsty and lazy at the same time, i cant be bothered to go around torturing pple.. argh, but i am feeling the itch to go abuse some pple. sigh...

my back hurts, yup, played too much mj, hurts when i breathe in as well...

finally settled my cravign for ikea's meat balls today, met cheryl and augustine and yiwen.
then headed to town to look for the "stupid thomson boys" haha, wonder who betrayed me, but i love them, the most.. yup.. :) met justin as well, long time no see, old friend. me, cheryl, wendy and justin went to watch the pretigse(wrong sp?) which was a pretty good show, christian nolan directed it, he directed memento as well, which was one of my favourite shows of all time, iof u haven watched it, find some time to watch it k???

went down to hasindas with pretty much everyone, then it was down to thomson to play mj.. YAY!! i won liek twenty bucks which wa sthe most i've ever won, haha, cos i keep discarding the winning tiles to others... but yeah... i alws have a great time at mj with them, even when i'm losing...

ok, breathing hurts, gotta go rest..

oh god, my old prob's starting up again, but's it not really my prob right?? hmmmm...ARGH!!!. i wanna bite off ur head.

hurry, i finally finished work, great meeting everyone there, everyone was so nice and lenient towards us.. yup... hope i can hear great news... yup, fingers crossed...

i cant sleep..................
AGAIN!!!
really really hate all these bouts of insomnia, especially so, when i skipped going out or coming back earyl just to sleep. urgh...

ah well, guess tmr night's gonna be a deep sleep for me.
i want to play mj...

and i also decided to go to the gym or at least run around on mon, staret my exercise regime. i'm turning into a white fat arse...

i've nv seen so much puke in my entire life...
haha...

hope tt poor boy's fine tmr.

hope i'll be able to wake up early tmr, also. sigh

i'm bored. and lazy. slept the whole day again, why why am i so lazy...
damnit, ok, seems like i nv see the light of the day. my eyes are sensitive to the afternoon light. seriously, i feel like a vampire, i look like one, all i need is fangs. yeah...

bah... it's the friday and i cant go out till late, cos i gotta work tmr! and sun! gotta reach there at 9.15, when they said 10am, idiots, seriously... fuck it, 2 days and it'll be over.

i miss ANN!!! nope, i'm not being narcissitic to the pt of no return here, but yeah, another ann does exists in my social circle.

Ann Ling loves Ann Lim.
See u next wk, Ann Lim,
Cos Ann Ling cant come
And go mad with u guys.
xoxo

haha, i think i'm mad, alright, gotta run, i'm SO LATE.. haha..

happy birthday thomas, and augustine...

oh so sad.. :(
what an ugly pic, lol, haha. but it depicts the sadness in the pout, yeah.

i've got a test today, marketing chapter one and two, just found out abt it yst. shucks... this is what happens when u dun attend classes, yst's econs was cancelled, cos my lecturer lost his voice, haha, so funny, luckily cj informed me before i bathed and went to sch.

ok, gonna attend classes today, haven been going for ages, like weeks. will leave before the test starts and go somewhere else to study... hmmm, where sia,i wanan go shopping as well, but i shldnt get distracted right??
i'm so behind in sch, so many late assignments and reading up, cant afford not to study and expect to just get through this yr.

sat, charity car wash at subaru hub(toa payoh)... most of the girls will be there, i cant make it cos i've got smtg on, yeah. bleah. so much rather join the girls and have our lil reunion, but... ok. go ahead, it's for charity!!!

haha, finally i can rest.. i kinda miss the male models, HAHA...

didnt sleep a single wink before the finals, was just too tired...

got ms photogenic, which was a pretty big surprise to me, as i was having probs with the shoot, haha, the sun, the cold, i was basically whining. haha. and surprised mostly, cos my attitude wasnt the best for this, angelia called me new face sour face, haha, still can remember. but basically it ws fun and really interesting to get to meet daniel boey, the genius and super famous cheorographer, fuck, the spelling. the show was fun, except i got a lil lost at one part, and my shoes were too big for me, kept slipping out. haha. bah...

so jealous of the 5 girls!!! getting to do the taka show... so happy for them too.. all the best girls, i'll be there at 2 pm, to support u guys! :)

all in all, i didnt regret joining the new paper new face. yeah, it was an experience in itself. :) kinda miss hearing daniel scolding "stupid, stupid girls" at the top of his lungs. haha, yeah, we were being stupid, cos the sequences were so freaking easy, haha. but damn funny as well.

happy that my friends were there to support me, and family as well, screaming my name and all the sweet words and congratulations after tt. they said they were proud of me, yay.. haha, not very often tt i hear it, haha. very touched. :)

i guess i am very happy to go through it, extremely. :)

haha, i was abt to cry also, after finding out tt i had misplaced one of heels, i cldnt find it!!! just hrs before the show. ah, alws so careless with my stuff. and pls donot suggest tt the girls took it, cos they nv wld. and i am super duper careless and neglectful of my stuff. my super reliable pair of heels tt i alws wear for castings and events. oh guess what, time to shop again.

i mispalced my atm card, and i haven linked up my visa yet, forgot to. haha,cashless now, at the moment, with only money in my bank...

hmmm, will put up some pics soon...

bah, cant sleep, finals is today!!!

and guess what i got my fucking period!!!
and i dunno how to use the bloody tampon, it doesnt fucking wanna come out. urgh.. had a lot of advice from both girls AND GUYS, doesnt help...

my male model is fucking hot..
say hi..


to robert m, waha... not becos of him lah, cos i dun sleep. :)
cant sleep,not going to sleep...
:)

daniel boey was warning me abt him, but i said it was a super ok with me, haha. and he called me a slut, waha. pretty sumptious.

say hi to my pretty babies, andrea and velda...
taken at the recording at wrk 91.3.
pls dun tell me u heard me on air, i was being a weirdo rambling away, talking nonsense, none of what i said was true, yeah? haha

damnit lah, just grabbed jing how's pics, WTF???
bah, not on purpose, i'm so gonna delete friendster. pui

i remember, 3 world cups ago, everything was perfect, 2 world cups ago, still pretty great, the past recent one, not so great...
wonder what wld come of the next world cup, tt's another four yrs later...

:)

just finished the historian, one of my favourite bks, pretty interesting.
lack of smtg smtg though..
awesome, still have got some of the fantasy bks tt i borrowed from benny to last me through my hibernation,i'm getting pretty happy now...

:)

thanks sam, for tt sweet email, just one of those weird period of my life...
yup..
anyway, i'm gonna hibernate at home for the next wk,making special oks for rehearsals, sch and a lil bit of shopping, so no calls or smses if u can help it. except for grace and cheryl, gotta meet grace for sch and chick moments, and cheryl for bks and chick moments.
oh yeah, and andrea for rehearsal moments. or impt, cant really help it stuff. and current it boy of the moments. yup...

think the haze is making me nuts. haha..

ok, tt's tt. tata all.

fuck u all, all go and die.
u all deserve to die..
bloody bastards...
guys shld automatically castrate themselves, and bite off their tongues and lie down flat on their face, so they can fucking drown in their own blood.
ROAR!!! everyone just fucking annoyed the shit out of me tonight.
except for the samsung event today, tt one was still fine,e veryone was nice.

mos!!! BAH!!
fuckers all, burn in hell. u know who u all. arseholes
shld have went down to bloody zouk. kns

got a fucking fake smile, damn! bah...

wah, i think my hair is damn nice, HAHA!!
paiseh.. my pride and joy. damn in love with my hair, dunno w i shld dye it chocolate or just keep it black, hmmm. original rocks, but choc seems pretty delicious, haha. chocoholic.


cb, bloody photobucket got prob, will solve the prob when i get home ltr, sian... hate all the it probs, haha...

funny pic. HAHAHHAHAHAHAHAH


what is val doing?! heh...
everyone looks funny here except andrea with a naughty smile, haha

hell, yuey influenced me into listening to call on me now, bah... catchy...
so tired.
i know i ought to sleep, but i dunwan to sleep, dun like to sleep.
feels like smtg's bothering, but i dunno what, probly just fearing tmr.
full day of sch, 9 to 5. plus rehearsals after tt, just had rehearsals today, and i alr felt so damn tired alr, bah, lazy me...

lack of updates and pics, gotta get pics from pretty baby andrea, waha.

put on wt, need to lose, damn, argh.