Thursday, November 30, 2006;
Do not presume i donot know. Think s'pore's small?? think u have the power to play THE POWER OF SUGGESTION to other pple, without pple knowing... comeon, ego's too fucking big, it doesnt work in ur favour, esply with pple tt knows me. trust me, my mouth is too big, once i fall victim, my circle wld know not to. do not understimate my mouth. arse... u're SO not funny at all. warned u before, u crossed the line btn indiff and absolute disregard for u as a person itself.
and to another person. ARGH!!! i'm having an ego prob here. dun care abt u, but tt pple still think i care. seriously. it's not true what i hear.but yeah... have fun, be good, be great.i'm happy for u. or indifferent's more like the word.
honestly, no wonders tt i'm still asexual. guys i meet, so wrong.
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
7:17 AM
Tuesday, November 28, 2006;
i am majorly pissed off...
fucking childish stupid talk.
cant pple just be friends, just being nice and
FRIENDLY towards a member of the opposite sex means something other than tt issit???
i for one, am super affectionate to many
MALE friends,does tt make me seem like a slut?? and tt i've got crushes on all of them, or super in love with them?
nv heard of a platonic r/s??? or plainly just do not believe in it.
fucking stupid narrow minded pple. and hello!!! why make it sound as if i said smtg to make pple think tt way.
i dun care what pple think, but if it came down to a friend trying to clarify things to me abt out r/s, obviously he thinks i said stuff, which is ridiculous and plain insulting to me.
for the love of god: (repeat... ...)
no 1: nope, i'm not having an affair with the guys
no 2:nope, i'm not dating any of my
PALS, and i don't want to
no 3:nope, i donot think any of them has other intentions towards me,besides being friends.
no 4:screw u if i hear anymore qns tt require all these template ans.
no 5:so what if i am, none of ur biz
no 6:i'm a fucking lesbian with cheryl yeo and grace tng, happy? stupid pple.
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
6:25 AM
Monday, November 27, 2006;
awesome... yay chelsea rocks. it was a tough fight.but at least the blues did NOT lose!!! :)
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2:28 AM
i've so got to get it ALL TOGETHER!!!
sch and work, and EXERCISING!!!
i cant wait man. haha. i'm kinda excited.
god i've no idea how many times i've been procastinating.. seriously...
i've gotta exercise for the
bigger purpose in my life
right now,lol. yup.
i feel as if my brain cells are dying, haha.
ok. watch out for the new yr, it's gonna be awesome...
i like 2006, but i guess i wld like 2007 as well...
hmmm, tonnes of stuff happened in 2006... both good and bad.
been through quite a few memorable experiences, well, been through them every yr anyway...
gonna be really busy when dec comes by...
last wk to totally rest and meet up with my fav pple as and when i want to... yup, so it's dinner with u and u...
gotta finish up my few assignments from sch, haha.
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2:07 AM
Wednesday, November 22, 2006;
Sammm sent 11/22/2006 11:54 AM:
i try embarrass myself and buy the trackpants with "juicy" on the ass for u k. hahahaha woo hoo
Sammm sent 11/22/2006 12:36 PM:
ANNNNNNNNNNNN IM GONNA BE BACK FOR CHRISTMASS
yay yay yay yay yay yay, awesome.. muahz. at least one of my fav boys' coming back for xmas... tt makes two, plus piyan...
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7:38 PM
hungry hungry, let's all go for breakfast. crosses fingers... :) i want maggie mee.
been quite frustrated recently by the amt of pple upsetting me and upsetted by me... really, 3 big probs within days, and i really hate pple getting upset with me.it all lead to the same big prob. i'm sorry tt i've been disregarding pple's feelings,i really didnt figure tt it wld matter, saying whatever i wanted to say... but it's ok... now i know, i made trouble and i can deal with the consequences as well, i'm not hard up anyway. fell sick a while back becos i was upset, but i guess i sorted everything.all thanks to martin. muah...
i dunno w i can throw myself on the train tracks for u guys, but
i love, cheryl, grace, u guys are my home base, forever love. no matter what happens. i need to see u guys soon, been a long time.
i love vyasa, martin, and yuey...
sam, marcus, i haven been seeing u guys... :(
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5:30 AM
Tuesday, November 21, 2006;
went to catch the covenant... movie's alright, or maybe i was blinded by the good looking cast, i cant decide btn these two for my favs, haha..
steven straits
taylor kitsch
ah well i like both, haha. this is the best pic, wahaha
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11:43 PM
Monday, November 20, 2006;
fabien and "his" two annies... haha
i think tim looks SO CUTE HERE!!!
random shot at some chick's party, in the middle of mos pics, ann's top, looks nice eh.. the top. haha..

these dancing pics rock man, but the bloody caps too big and it's so blocking my face, but the body language is awesome, haha..

i look like grace here, hiakz.
met eugene in pure,love love pure, sorry i know most pple think it's a poseur room, but i love it, dun care, the music's awesome, decor awesome... pple, awesome... or maybe i'm just a big poseur.whatever. haha..

pic one, took it cos i think he's absolutely hot. but haha, he has like small slitty eyes, which are hot as hell, but dunno why his eyes look so huge and round here. ok nvm, and so....

pic two... hmm, same, so maybe i thought he has a pic taking prob... :)
ok nvm:3rd pic, i take:
still dun look like HIM!!!!!argh...haha, nvm, he's still hot... just a weird night, just thought it was pretty funny. haha. the flesh imp pics were hot..

haha, so small, cant see a single shit...sorry eugene's gf, really not hitting on ur boy... yup. :)
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7:11 AM

fabien and me at mos, at the function room for the launch... fav foodie partner, he's making me fat!!! ann squares. my sister with the same name.. muah... pretty neck, i've got a thing for necks as in i like necks lah, i'm not lesbian...met jacky there as well....
at hacindas... some time back... isnt jo cute, haha
at timmy's place, for dinner... today's been a pretty hectic day, with the last day of work... weird happenings in the early morning... it ws great with the girls though. fabien came down with roy and brought me a delicious sandwich, yummy... :)
then it was adious to the girls... vyasa and the rest were unable to come out, so i went back home.
finally fell asleep at 2, got woken up by the boys... i nearly cried in protestion... and then benny and auggie came all the way up to my door stop... we had supper with issac and yi wen, i swear they're mad, good luck to all u ntu boys and cheryl... study hard k... muah...
this is vyasa, my friend, my favourite boy. :)
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6:05 AM
damn pissed off. i cant access ann's pics. bah... angry alr. no new pics to put up.. bleah..
tired, nights. i'm free. ;)
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2:07 AM
Sunday, November 19, 2006;
went to mos after work today, tmr's the last day!!! yipee, but i'll miss the girls. i love them, haha... each special and gorgeous in their own way, muah...
went for the vladivar's launch, met jacky there... pics up soon i guess, haha...
left liek so early, i was so tired, i fell asleep at princep for like half an hr.. snorezzzz... haha.
pure was fun, i love the music there, awesome...
saw peter khor who's leaving for la next mth, all the best!!!
and eugene who is as gorgeous as usual. but the pics didnt do him justice, eh? haha. oh whatever, i still think he's hot.
ok, i'm tired..
nights
muahz
ps: and i've decided. not a choice tt i wld personally pick, but there's nothing i can do anymore. when there's a dead knot, u gotta admit it and stop trying. and it's not for the lack of trying...
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2:09 AM
Saturday, November 18, 2006;
i'm sick, my nose is red, and i'm detonating bombs inside my nostrils... yup.... used up a whole tissue box alr. how disgusting, i cant sleep and i gotta wake up early tmr, and i'm drooling over imaginary mac's pancakes, and i think u're absolutely the biggest prick in the world.
yup.
tt's all!!! :)
my life's full of smiles and fun and cotton candy and all sugary things. but i do love it though.
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2:44 AM
Friday, November 17, 2006;
dunno why cafe del mar sounds diff when u buy the cd and download it, should have bought the cds just now, damnit... good music shldnt be dled, it shld bought, forever my policy, stop privacy, HAHA... but the one freakign cd was going for fifty, and i heard cafe del mar's gonna be opened in s'pore, CANT WAIT!!
heard a snatch of the damien rice new cd, sounds more jazzy and cool, dunno, cld be wrong... haha, but it sounded pretty awesome to me.
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2:43 AM
just went to do a lil bit of shopping today.. yup, i like my gold top. went to watch casino royale, think craig daniels is awesome as bond, he brings a more brutal cold blooded way to 007, yup.. he's flamboyant in taking the enemies down, haha, kinda crazy... and i think eva green IS SO GORGEOUS, really, nic doesnt think so, but i like my girls looking tt way. especially with the red outfit, amazingly elegant and sexy at the same time.
so tired... gotta wake up early tmr, bah... sch tmr.. :) HAPPY!!!
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2:09 AM
Thursday, November 16, 2006;
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
4:49 PM
so tired!!!
bah, can rest for a while!
tmr's like alone time, no work and no sch, yup! :)
gonna go do my eyebrows, bye make up, do a lil shopping, go to the gym (HOPEFULLY!!!) and perhaps a massage at the nearby javanese massage place near my place, haven tried it before... shall go and try out their skills...
it's beginning to sound like a wonderful day, haha...
been trying to do some shopping but what's there to do at like 9 plus pm in suntec??!?!?! NOTHING! just went crazy underwear shopping, just bought the cutest underwear ever, haha...
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
2:08 AM
Wednesday, November 15, 2006;
i cant remember the happy days anymore...
:(
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1:30 AM
The week of November 13 will begin with someone being
overly critical just when you least expect it. Consider their comments
constructive and find ways to make improvements in your work or personal life.
omg, i'm so upset... super duper upset, dun bother to cheer me up.. i'm dragging myself to work for the 3 days... pray hard tt this wk wld pass so soon, then i can be my peaceful self hibernating... :(
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1:16 AM
Saturday, November 11, 2006;
bah.. so tired. have kinda dropped out for a couple of days, mostly wkends, well, this and the next. beem working. smiling for 8 hrs straight really isnt fun at all!!! but it was great meeting everyone, the sexy girls veron and julie( fellow smoker/party girl) so happy, haha. sweetie pies rachael, yiming and cheryln. thank god i've only got 4 more days left.
at timmy's hse now, he's cooking yum yum, lamp chop, whipped potato, bacon with asparagous and blah blah blahs, awesome! haha...
kay, gotta eat, ciao...
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8:28 PM
Friday, November 10, 2006;
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
4:12 AM
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
2:17 AM
haha, sopmeone just made my day and he doesnt know it, who cares, he's so damn hot. haha.. ah well
had like gastric probs in the day and i think i just made it worse by having tt hot plate of curry...
so freaking tired, luckily, colin changed my time for tmr, dun have to get up at like freaking 7 am tmr, just maybe like 11 am, haha. awesome..
happy, tonnes of eyecandy tonight at the subarus event.. at hacindas.. hacindas is HOT! yeah, one of the it places from now on, and thanks to ann lim, we alr knew, haha. kay kay, pics soon, just so tired...
love u pple, night night.
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2:11 AM
Thursday, November 09, 2006;
yuey studying says:
i mite be
coming back for zoukoutann ling says:
REALLY!!!!
ann ling says:
better come
ann ling says:
9th of decann ling says:
COEM COME COME COME COME COME COME COME
yuey studying says:
some of my frens frm aus wanna go as well. so see if
i can get off work.
ann ling says:
i buy u the ticket
ann ling says:
on meann ling says:
not for them
ann ling says:
just u
ann ling says:
haha
just read the red stuff, WAHAHA.. YAY YAY YAY!!!
all we need is just piyan and sammmy toh who might be inviting me to new york for xmas, wahaha.. but i think i'll be here in s'pore, haha... plan plan plan, and no action, wahaha. tt's a gemini for u.
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3:33 PM
dickhead, all those at the supper table knows who i'm refering to, instead of the obvious cb, YUP!!! ARGH!!!.. no reason so, but i dun care. i dun like it.... bah...
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4:43 AM
Tuesday, November 07, 2006;
the boys are nuts. they went back to the haunted hse at dempsey again... yiwen is nuts, he accepted augustine's bet to stay in the hse along. and he brought along his psp and a bk, "i, lucifer"... NUTS!!! they did try asking me to go, but yup, i adamently refused. pooohhhh...
went to watch "the crank". thought it was a great show, very different, very neurotic... yup, one of the must watch. pretty amusing as well. i wld think twice before i call pple crazy now, cos tt guy, IS REALLY BONKERS!!! haha...
had a long long long day today, woke up as early as 8 AM!!! yup, been out since 3 plus till now. from home to jurong east to toa payoh to town to queensway then thomson, then back home again. thank god for cabs and cars. BLAH.. think abt the money i've been spending on cabs.. hmmm...
:(
didnt manage to collect my cheque today. tmr i guess. dun have time, but i gotta get it for some bills tt my mum told me to pay first, cos she's too busy, so i gotta run my own errands, go to the bank. been heading to the bank SO MANY times nowadays, and we all know tt the banks close pretty earyl, card probs this tt, wish i was depositing money though. haha.
GO WATCH THE CRANK!!!
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1:39 AM
Monday, November 06, 2006;
hello!!!
i just discovered the virtues of multiply.com. okok, alil slow.
yup, so much easier than other galleries. hmmm, but i wonder if they have the special functions of other galleries. multiply.com looks better anyway, kinda looks like an apple product... yup.
connect me, if i failed to send an email to u guys to connect me, only friends allowed. samm, i forgot to include u, cos i only sent it to the old loco and bananas members. yup.
www.queenieann.multiply.comwill link it up to the blog soon, kinda lazy now. haven uploaded any pics yet as well. just a song, waha.
wanted to get the url for friendster also, under queenieann. but sigh.
SOMEOTHER "queenieann" took it. bah. wth.
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10:42 AM
Sunday, November 05, 2006;

wah, so shiok. haha. muah muah. xoxo.
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7:59 PM

i look squinty eyed again, haha. but isnt the lady in the cente gorgeous?? kinda look like cecilia chong, lovely lady from hong kong. :)


my fav sister.. annies. haha..
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7:38 PM
i'm upset... very upset... not gonna say why..but i feel violated... yup. vyasa said it's no excuse and i agree with him... pui pui pui...
i hate the sky lounge.. yech..
seriously...
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6:24 AM
Friday, November 03, 2006;
went to sch today, VERY VERY LATE, thought there was no pt for me to walk in alr. i'm alws walk in after break or not go at all. bah.. dun tell my parent. shush.
recently my daddy has been calling me, cos i've been staying out late all the time, and i cant wake up for sch. hmmm, the biggest reason i dun make it for sch, is becos of my dear piyannnnnnnnnnnnnnnn... mum has been asking me who the hell am i talking to in the morning on the phone. haha. i enjoy talking to him anyway...
met grace then we went down to clementi to have chicken rice with darlign cheryl who was very tired. the uncles at the clementi kpoitiam are super righteous, there was this mentally ill guy who was bothering us for money and cigs, and basically they all turned arnd and asked him to fuck off in the uncle terms.
then grace accompanied me to aliwar street for my fitting, and the silver uni was absolutely too tight for me. LIKE ARGH!!! damnit. i've really been putting on wt, i feel meaty. grace said i looked obscene in the silver one, but the white uni was pretty nice. aha. LOSE WEIGHT!!! REALLY!!! i've gotta lose tonnes of wt. waha... colin was beign such a pig, he said i drinka lot of good soup. BAH!!! haha. but i agree with him, i really gotta lose wt. uh huh...
so it was milkshakes, carbs all the way... haha... i feel happy with myself anyway. so happy.:) so full. :) able to sleep better. I"LL START EXERCISING AND DIET STARTING FROM TMR. yup... only worries is tt my face will look too sunken in. sigh. better lsoe wt before i go shopping.
grace tt lil nut took so duper long for bikini to get altered. called kelvin, he jsut got back from hk today... one of my special friends in life, dun understand y they like to make me contradict myself... hmm, soemtimes i really wonder am i really thinking?! god. luckily ann's alws there to bail me out.
met grace's "pok pok friends". haha... they amaze me.
went to watch the grudge 2 with kelvin. hmmm, SCARY.. bah... the jap's are really sick man. went to meet vyasa and ann at coffee club...
then ann and kelvin sent me back, was escorted home by 2 cars, haha, both of them sent me all the way up. haha... kelvin must be like "tt's not gonna happen again" he thinks pple spoil me too much. whatever... i'm nice and i dun expect and i appreciate every single lil thing.
love my babies, i've so many babies.
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3:41 AM