i'm depressed.

caution: entry below extremely dangerous to the mental health, well my mental heath, bleah..

exams are nearing, and to be honest, i've no idea what the hell i am doing.
i've quite a heavy workload this yr, cos i'm retaking 2 modules. pbf which is easy enough, econs, i haven even step into a single econs lecture this yr. i've nv done a single assignment or test or prelims, i even failed to turn up for oen of my exams and left the hall half an hr into one of the papers for the past twp yrs except for the first pbf assignment which i put my heart and soul into, but the lecturer failed to mark it. been to sch i say max 5 times this yr and the lectures have ended alr.

taking 5 modules this yr, all theory shit. so not a memorising person, more of a figures and science kind of students. i cant afford to retake any subs next yr, as i alr have 5 modules to take next yr.

argh, the only thing i know of econs is rich pple are happy pple, happy pple vote for the gov, pathetic. and i cannot afford to fail econs this yr, cos next yr wld be my last yr, and some of the compulsory modules i've to take requires econs, argh, how i hate econs, been a science student my whole life, i cannot grasp the ridiculous concepts of econs. and i refuse to.

screwed up my as and ended up being an arts student, wich so suck for me, no offence to arts students, but it's just not my thing.

went down to kap with ann today to study, but i cldnt concentrate, did fucking ratios which are super duper easy, but yeah. left half way to have drinks with ann's friends.
i've been playing too much, i really cant force myself to study now.

crap crap, and time is running out for me now. plus i have no idea what am i gonna do when i graduate. honestly, i can predict that i wld end up with a half fuck degree, from a fucked up sch. cant realyl depend on my parents forever, even if i wanted to, well i want to, i'm sure my parents wldnt. i've a perfect sister. yup. this blows.

ps: yuey i left my cam with grace, haven uploaded the pics yet, tt's why it's takign so long, apologies.

and so after reading this, pls pls do not distract me from my studies, it's for my own good, it's hard for me to resist temptation.

hullo everyone,

i'm gonna disappear for a while, till the first week of june. yup.
probly only gonna see lewis, vyasa, ann and gang, and yuey until he flies off on tues, grace in sch and studying, cheryl, only if u study, and my special benny kor kor. yup. hmmm, and maybe abit of mj, miss it.

u mr p(darth vader) and mr g (yoda), ur special powers aint gonna work anymore on me, till june. rock on in mos, mos has lost their "queen" haha. i'm hibernating.
got exams yeah. maybe for steamboat, haha.
will miss u guys. tata for a while.

as for the rest, yup, have fun without me.

... ... ... ...

yup.

yawns, didnt go to sch again, really wanted to go, promised lewis and mummy, guess tt didnt work out as well, one was nagging on the phone, one was nagging outside my room. haha. well, tmr, gotta go pay my fees, dateline suppsoed to eb today. oh well... ...

ann called, went grocery shopping with her for the valentine's bbq, apparently, it's supposed to be like a sch uni theme party, hope they're not shitting me, arses.



got kinda high at terance's place after tt, on red wine and cheese. yummy yummy, terance was trying to get me kinda "hee hee' on red wine, cos i do get high easily on red wine, but in the end, he was coverign his ears and trying to sleep, wahaha.



me and ann left to her place to exchange her cars and to pick up tim and vyasa. living in thomson wld be super duper awesome, but i'm happy here anyway. we went to the airport to send darling sweet joseph off. sweet angel, apple of my eye. an innocent. he's the nicest boy ever, he used to buy me sweets everyday for two yrs in cjc, well, cos i requested for it, but he was sweet as hell to comply. sat next to him for two yrs in clb, nv complaining when i used to tease him, i'm such a tease man, nv got angry with me, except once, haha, outside the sch lib... went to the ocs commisioning ball with him as his date, waha. i was so proud of him, he's the only one among the thomson gp to take army seriously and excelled at it, ocs commandos 2nd lieutiant.

to our angel, hope u do well, and excel. we'll alws love u, and :) be happy. study hard. remain the same person u are, ignore the guys. u're perfect and a perfectionist at tt too, i might add.
thanks for alws enquiring abt the "shady guys" around me. haha. very sweet of u.


happy jo with the two anns. :)




my thomson boys from cjc .. thanks for including me, and letting me into ur circle, love love.


cjc pple...wasnt close to them in sch, with the exception of vanessa, only science student with the arts student, haha.

farewell and goodbye to the lord's sweetest angel he ever had, thank him for sending you to us, that is what we truely believe of you.

muah

one day, a scorpion wanted to cross the river.
a dog walked pass the scorpion.
the scorpion asked for a ride across the river,
and promised the dog not to sting him.
the gd natured dog carried the scorpion across the river,
halfway through, the scorpion stung the dog.
"why did u sting me when u promsied not to?" the dog asked.
"because it's in my nature to do so." the scorpion replied.

be happy my baobei. u'll alws be my baobei.

oh this is so cool, just found out that chris not only knows jason and jack, but also yuey as well!!! no connections man... small small world, haha. so exciting. haha. told him he wasnt indon man, he's sporean now, converted, haha....

finally met fabien after a logn long time, told the rest not to come, cos i wanted to spend some quality time with him, yup. asked him to brign me to hot stones, i love hot stones, muahahaha, and he was scaring the poor new waiter there, so small, so young, not his fault when he didnt know u're in charge, yeah???

went down to the ferrari event with psd, jared, ben and yuey. ann called me along with soem of yhe thomson pple and hari and bob called me down as well. met quite a few familiar faces. haha, i love s'pore, so way small man.
i'm so happy yuey and psd gets along so well. :) love it when my friends get along, and both of them are fun guys, so yeah, psd plus yuey= fun fun fun.
we went down to oosh after the event, they loved it, mr p "pretty pretty place". probly will head down to skin next. haha, no more clubbing man, gotta tone down...
and then gotta spend more quality time with my best guy friend, VYASA!!! muah muah..
oh yeah, studying too. i will go to sch tmr, guys... BLAH!
brought my cam, but i forgot to charge it, argh!!!
bleah, cld have taken some pretty pretty pics. PSD said i looked good, wahahha, a first man, he's alws dissing me. yuey said i look good, dominic said i looked good, or so i thought i heard, ahaha..

ok, all the pics for mos and yan's trip back's out alr...

cant remember who has been asking me for the pics, except for dear charine.
sorry for taking so long dear. had to resize and upload all the darn pics.

link to yans' trip back: http://queenieann.multiply.com/photos/album/28

daryl lee: i saved all of urs into a personal folder, will compress it and send it to u yeah?


as for the rest, i'll post up a permanent link to my multiply under my links, soon, yeah, haha...

busy busy busy as a bee, so wait.

ATTN mos peeps...
almost all the mos pics are uploaded alr, the rest will follow soon yeah, took me from 5 am to 7 am, SO YAH!!! APPRECIATE!!!

as for the rest, i'll follow up soon yeah, tired, yawn yawn...
the mos pple keep nagging and nagging, haha

sometimes i really think i'm too much, but i cant help it. procastinating as usual, being the same old bloody ann... bleah. crosses fingers, no wonder i had my nightmare, guilty conscience.

i'm still real nice though, haha...

i can see psd: shakes head, "ann, ann, ann", "PAY UP!"
yuey: "uh, ok" laughs.
cheryl:" u shldnt"
vyasa, kelvin:"... cant say, they're evil, they encourage me, haha"
benny:"sigh, whatever makes u happy, bao bei"
grce:"ANN!!! HAHA!"
yan:"i dunno what to say, i've alr given up saying anything"
ann lim:"HAHA, girl!"

oh poo... bleah.