Friday, April 27, 2007;
headache...
fucking boyfriend
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
4:51 AM
Thursday, April 26, 2007;

eh, i want one more, haha..
nice nice?
red's my fav colour.
i've one in satin pink, and white/purple nice corduroy material.
maybe one more in gold!! 2nd fav colour.
hmmm, think a white one wld be nice too.
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
4:24 AM
chelsea sucks.
totally.
bleah.

eh, what happened to her???
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
4:00 AM
time for image change.
1st up: hair cut..
i wana bangs been wanting bangs eversince i saw nelly furtado's coolest video ever, say it right. awesome awesome...
yup...
sigh, but mummy said my hair so long, unless i wanan cut my hair, lewis said my face is too fat!!! and tim said my face shape dont suit it. haha
morons!
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
12:28 AM
Wednesday, April 25, 2007;
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
6:26 AM
Tuesday, April 24, 2007; hi.
been ages since i last posted.
becos of 2 reasons:
1) selfish meanie psd didnt wanna transfer the amended script to me after he took half an hr to do it. weird, hmmm. oh maybe he's too busy with his love life. :) good.
2)been out of it for ages, tonnes have happened and yeah, things do naturally happen to me, just a magnet for drama i guess.
i reckon i've just reached a turning point in my life, and i guess u could say indeed i'm a different person now. i really couldnt care less about for about my "social life" right now, mingling with people of all ages i might add, hmmm, (ah well, they're really nice and proved useful many times.) thanks yeah. and yeah, clubbing has been a blast for me, honestly, the amount of people u know there, it was like a huge friends tree, everyone out to have fun and get drunk and a certain amounts of helloing to do, yeah i am lame, was lame, but it was fun! people used to bore me, the same group of people, that's why i drift in and out, or rather weave in and out of diff groups in the same location.
well, i really cant be bothered with all that now, havent been smoking or drinking, only been naughty a few times. no events as well, only went for zouk's 16th anniversary party, well, the fashion show was cute. left right after the event ended. forgot about my delicious white camera that i swore to keep at my side wherever i go. i'm perfectly happy at home or with lewis. that's all that matters now. really abit of a loner one. sorry for all the calls and smses that i failed to return. just didnt feel like it. well, i bet they're all probably something unimportant anyway.
yeah.
i am even more boring now as compared to before, when i got boring because i was attached.
but you know what? i'm never bored. and i feel contented. for the first time in my life.
there are things that i do wish i could change, and i do miss alot, but that's life.
I cry and I laugh... All at the same time...
4:47 AM