hullo...

decided to give up my financial reporting paper tmr, not telling my mum though, she's still deluding herself tt i can graduate next yr august. no can do, i am ashamed to admit it. well, it's only one year! and i guess by delaying my graduation, i'll be able to do better, honors, crosses fingers... sigh... gonna really go to sch next yr and start studying hard. it is not easy to get a degree alright lil boys and girls, and a simple passed degree is out of the qns. yeah yeah?

trying to cope with law of biz org, but i cant understand how the qns shld be answered. yup, everything is so so foriegn and i feel alienated by the subject. well, at least i have time to study for it, exactly 8 days. yup, as compared to the 3, 4 day i studied for my marketing and pbf, which i feel i shld do reasonably well in. shite goes for my econs and fr, no effort in it, at all. yup, i'm a shite student, FOR NOW... next yr's gonna be a better yr and the yr after tt, and then, tada... my honours degree. kay kay, just a slow start. damnit, i nv used to be slow. :(

hmmm, funny, i can nv stay online for long nowadays becos i dunwanna engage in small talk on msn, there's nothing much for me to do online, besides surf my friend's blogs, friendster, facebook, email, and then tt's it. nothing else to do online... sniffs, i'm not one of those tt play dota, cs, gunbound or whatever... hello people!! update with exciting events, like who's getting with who and whatsoever!, and sexy pictures!! the only thing i did online was to do all the stated usual stuff stated above, was to click on the link for amazing hair makeovers. yeah, cos apparently, my bf thinks i shld cut my bangs, abit too late now right? hmmm, i need to cut my hair anyway, it's getting out of shape, and i NEED to make a trip down to browhaus as well, for my overgrown eyebrows.

planning savings plans now, hmm, doing really well with the golden coins, but yeah, just discussed abt the new savings plan, not too sure whether i can keep to it, but yeah, a shared bank account, wink wink! ok, tt's a woman's first step to entrapment of the male species, WAHAHAHHAHAHAHA.

woah, no time alr, pbf shld be a piece of cake, easy peasey. IF IF i can be disciplined and start studying, nono, it's not the house beats, hip hop beats, and previously " heavenly nectar" now, "disgusting poison", champagne, sour sour now. bleah, tasteless water, claming caffeine's my thing now... at home, haha, yup. it's the radio, the TV, the BED, and most distracting of all, my brain, thinking of useless stuff. cant get my ass to study, 3 more papers now.

i failed my econs, CONFIRM, i just drew the y and x axis and a cross in the graph. yup, for a 100 mark paper, ok, screwed, doesnt help that i didnt even turn up for my paper last yr. i really detetc econs. marketing was a ok, kinda forgot some stuff, but i guess i will do moderately well enough.

and horrors, i just accpeted this job offer during my hols, and also my 21st birthday, hey it's on a weekday yah?! i can celebrate it furing the weekends. hmmmm, still... ah well, doesnt really matter to me, during the hols, it's gonna be work work... nine more days to my pbf exam, take out two days for stuff i gotta do... humpety poo... sufficient to score a distinction for pbf i hope. DISCIPLINE!!! haven touched all my crap except for thew few days before my exams, CALL ME GENIUS, ARROGANT and LAZY!!! i'll probly fail. bleah...

i'm B-O-R-E-D. freaking major boredddddddddddddddddd...

ok, since lewis is not coming out this week, i guess i'll be studying this week, yup.
then weekend we'll go do some shopping, wanna check this place tt ann mentioned, this dress shop at queenstown and also maybe ikea meatballs. and then go visit the puppies at pasir ris, ALL AFTERNOON activities. i want to act all mysterious with my shades, haha. and "dare you to love" at night... and maybe open up a bottle of wine to relax with. plus some ham and cheese crackers. ok, cant wait!

went down to mos on friday night, SO SIAN!!! haven been clubbing for like 2 mths, mos and zouk's gonna cancel my memberships sia. "priceless" before that was good though, upbeat movie mixed with fashion... get me that chanel DRESS!!! shld have went down on wed for mambo jambo yeah, heard it was pretty good that night. plus i miss ann and nancy, HAHA.. hullo girls... long time no see!!! i think ann gave up calling me to include me in their nocturnal activities liao, haha... after my exams!! 6-6!! turned down quite a few job offers as well, or i cld be spending my birthday in europe. ah well, lazy...

dsl lite?? in white?? muahaha, but i confirm will throw it one side after playing with it for awhile, games are so not my thing. it's DUMB. giveme a good book anyday man. yes i read!! but on the hindsight, i can play multi player games with lewis, his friends got him one in blue. but still, we dun even have much time together because he is too chicken to downgrade, WAHAHA...

woah, i'm addicted to the watari chips, although the ones at sky lounge are so much better.

i saw cheryl yeo kk b today.. haha. after damn long.. hullo cheryl

i'm upset. was angry...
i thought sim had the nicest students of all unis. laid back and chilled out. well, i guess that only covers the people i know, no offence to the rest, but there's some black sheep among you guys.

today, i heard from a dear friend, that some guys in the EAST SIDE LIBRARY from SIM were making hurtful, low class, crass, untrue remarks abt me.
well, obviously it was all made up, becos i dont go to sch tt often, u hardly see me around, and my friends in my sch all know me, even their friends know that i am most certaily not a gasp!
in your childish and ill mannered terms " a village bike".

was really upset and angry at first, but kinda cooled down.

to be honest, i have had indecent offers before. from hothot greekgod liek guys, brazillian models, rich guys offering from 3 thousand to 20 thousand. guys are horny yeah? nothing to do with it.

i didnt even accept. HELLO!!!... and honestly i doubt if the actual person that came up with tt malicious lies touched me before, know me, or at the very least able to offer me those terms. so yeah.

i am a good good girl. with a bf that im loyal to, i really hope all these dont reach him or his social circle from other shady sources. that is what i am most angry abt, and the fact that I DONT GO TO SCH!!!

you people are probably reading my blog. since u're so interested in me and my life.
i'm not angry at you. i am a girl. not a bike. have the least respect for females. we're all definately above 20. i admit i have probably gossiped abt stuff liek this wihtout bothering abt the truth, but honestly being more matured now, thes hearsay say are often disregarded.

yeah. a confrontation is nto neccesary, but i guess it wld be useful to vent my anger and find out the source. and i really dont think my exes wld come out with such untruths to hurt me, i've this much respect for their character. not beign drama, but i mean... cna u imagine me goign arnd telling pple tt ur gf, sister or mother or best friend that she is a village biek?

i've heard stuff before abt my friends, and honestly i get really angry when i hear it, and my first words are "it's not major, but whatever you want me to do i'll do it." yeah so. u know who you are. nuff said.